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soo i met my birth family yesterday.
like pretty much the rest of them left.
so i have a grandma and a grandpa.
i love them so much already.
and they are sooo amazing.
we watched a movie with all the family in it from baby pictures to something close to present.
and every single person that came up, i had something in common with their facial features.
the smile i have, is just like all the others.
its our smile.
and i saw my neice yesterday as well, roxanne's baby.
it was the first time she let me hold her or anything.
made my day.
maybe even my week.
im excited about a lot of things.
oh and i talked to dustin on the phone too.
amazing.
he said he bought me earings.
which is wayyyyyyyyyyyy cool.
4 more days til my bday.
and 9 days til he comes home.
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| 12:36pm 26/05/2008 |
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i am really actually in love with him.
everytime i stay at his house, it is never dull.
he is being so understanding about everything.
and we hung out with his family and friends yesterday.
and he hung out with my friends last night.
we were pretty much drunk all weekend.
which got us in a little fight.
but they were never bad and never lasted more then 10 minutes.
haha
and every night when we were going to bed,
he would grab me close and tell me hose much i mean to him.
tell me i am his best friend.
and also that i complete him and i make him happy.
i am glad things are turning out this well.
i also got a new job.
its considered a management training program.
they give you all the necessities to succeed at our jobs.
its a lot of work.
but i know it'll be worth it.
and my long term is the before im 21 ill make at least 1500 dollars a day.
and my short term is to have 5 people on my team by the time im 20.
did i mention ill be able to own my own office,
and i can put it in whatever city and state i'd like.
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| 11:19pm 01/07/2007 |
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im glad i talked to him
what i talked to him about.
this weekend with him has been a real nice change.
we are getting to know each other.
talking about things that we like.
and as well that bother us.
i think this is the making, as he says, of something "beautiful"
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| 10:07am 25/10/2006 |
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if you dont have my myspace than you dont know:
i need people to donate pants to l.m.n.
let me know if you can. i would greatly appreciate it! |
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| 11:12am 12/04/2006 |
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abbinaton=all-american rejects. |
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| 10:40am 29/01/2006 |
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hey boy.
you say the same lines to every girl.
get a life.
get a job.
learn your manners.
make no mistake.
karma comes once around.
for everytime you have lied.
love you. |
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| 09:43pm 20/09/2005 |
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mood:  loved
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"please dont be nervous around me. im just another simple kid."
"to me you arent" |
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| 10:55pm 19/09/2005 |
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mood: oh so wierd.
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you dont even like me. you asshole. |
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| 10:25pm 17/08/2005 |
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sometimes work is really fun.. like today. |
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| 11:25am 16/08/2005 |
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i would drop anything to go see you. but when i ask.. there is always something. maybe this is just a school friendship. but thanks for the text message yesterday.. made me feel special for two seconds. |
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| 04:39pm 04/08/2005 |
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mood:  i just want answers.
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i got the boy of my dreams calling me.
and i get all excited.
i got the school of my dreams calling me.
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| 11:11am 01/08/2005 |
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this made me so happy because its one of my favorite bands. |
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| 08:00pm 11/05/2005 |
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You Are 16 Years Old |
16
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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| 12:08am 21/12/2004 |
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tonight... wonderfully wierd..and thats what makes me love amanda everytime i see her. ♥ |
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| 04:31pm 18/12/2004 |
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i am small and the world is big |
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| 08:44am 12/12/2004 |
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I am doll eyes
Doll mouth, doll legs
I am doll arms, big veins, dog bait
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love him so much it just turns to hate
I fake it so real, I am beyond fake
And someday, you will ache like I ache
Someday, you will ache like I ache
I am doll parts
Bad skin, doll heart
It stands for knife
For the rest of my life
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do, too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
He only loves those things because he loves to see them break
I fake it so real, I am beyond fake
And someday, you will ache like I ache
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| 02:57pm 05/12/2004 |
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vomit lips.
hold my hand and care about me tonight.
leave me be and feed me bread.
i'll sleep well tonight.
just hold me close. |
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| 06:43pm 28/11/2004 |
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mood:  wonderful
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saw some bands.
saw amanda.
sarah and john.
STEHPANIE<3
josh.
josh.
hookah bar.
dancing in the street.
cones in trees that point to the moon.
greg.
parties that are lame!
drinks all around.
taste nasty.
E-money and macaliscious.
(ebrahaum and daniel)
sarah's house.
dance party with the cool kids.
stephanie shows them a thing or two.
we both show them a thing or two.
i miss steph.
raymond is a wild man with hair that flows in the wind of dance!
eddie...happy birthday.
steph will be saved.
no sleep till 615.
cuddles with lit,(no explanation)
le tigre dresses the night.
steph is saved.
showers.
goodbyes.
mom and dads house.
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